Friday, November 27, 2009 @11:21 PM
Hi guys
It has been a long time since i have written something here. I guess you people will think that this blog is dead. Actually it isn't. I haven't had much time to update it. Now I have a question to ask those who are reading this, do you have alot of worries to worry about currently? Well, I have been worrying alot for the past few weeks which made me have sleepless nights. I have been worrying about my trip to Cambodia, my friends, my family, and alot of stuff that is too much to mention.
About my Cambodia trip, I would be leaving on the 11th of December. What I worry most is my safety over there. As I would be staying in a fishing village, there are many kinds of danger that I would never know. And as I got to wash my clothes by myself, I also worry about how am I going to do up the clothes and stuff.
Next thing is my friends, sometimes when they are facing problems and etc, I will always feel helpless but to keep quiet sometimes. I just don't have any idea why also. Sometimes I worry my friends will shun away from me 1 day. I just don't know. Sometimes I tend to get suspicious about my friends which is not good. Can someone help me about that too?
Lastly its my family. My dad and mum are growing older and older day after day. As for my sister, finished her O levels. My worry is that my family sometimes can't stay united. Sometimes its due to disputes between me and my sister or else my parents. I also worry about my family's finance. Especially when I said I wanted a new camera yesterday, my mum told me that I got to pay for it myself. I also worry. my current camera is giving me probs. I don't know about it.
I just hope that these worries won't add on to my burden. I have a long race to run. It isn't very good either. To my christain brothers and sisters, do pray for me. To my very beloved ah jie, Pearl, do pray for me too.
Signing off
Reuben Maximilliam Kam
