today was a bad day. it has been 1 day since i have been depressed.DOUBLE BLOW on me! Why does it always happen to me? I didnt get my Promotion to SSG already. its a disappointment to myself. another blow is that i have to stay back for something that i didn't do. What the heck is going on?? its all messed up. i don't understand why? its just that im feeling depressed. it's unfair. its killing me. can anyone change this please?