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well today i have been feeling the pain around the left side of my stomach which i didnt know what happened and how it started. Youth today was great as i got a chance to tell God that i had problems with alot of things and my talents are restricted. yup. but the sad thing was that my cousin in the Commandos was shot on the upper left arm during some training which really made me so worried. haiz. you see.. another sad incident had happen after thursday's one, which was heart breaking to me in a sense that i couldnt find myself anywhere, i find myself lost in an unknown world. i dont where to start again. its messed up. hope that my status can be back to normal and joyful status. up to now only 1 person talked to me over thursday's matter. hope that there will be more people coming to talk to me about how to overcome it and stuff!!
do tell me if you really have something to say or what ok? i need a listening ear at this moment, so step up and tell me!!
PLEASE DON"T HIDE ANYTHING FROM ME, THANK YOU!!!
SIGNING OFF
Troubled plus heartbroken man